I really despise Physicks. It truly does make me sick to the stomach trying to learn and do the problems. To make it even worse, my professor does this online homework crap called Mastering Physics because he 'believes' it'll help us learn the concepts. Well I don't know about his theory, but I don't think I learn a thing from them. Why can't be be a coolio professor and actually follow the book? Mastering Physics just takes up a lot of your time, and it gives super bad hints, and I dunno. It's simply horrible. Inputting equations is a pain too.

 

Anyway, with that said, I never thought I'd ever say this, but I actually finished my homework before midnight. Heck, I finished it before problem solving section even started. I'm so proud of myself. :] I was hecka close to getting one problem completely wrong, too, but thank goodness I didn't. :]

Anywho, I just really had to blog about this accomplishment of mine. Until later. :] 

Hellooooo Tabulas.

I can't type. I already had to baskcspace a few times already just for this to look pretty and of course i can't type backspace either. jeebar I don't really knw what happened to my typing skills because I used to be so good. Maybe it's because I haven't had to write essays in such a long time and I haven't been online chatting since I've been homeworking or something. Oh well, whoever decides to read this has to deal with it :D.

Anywho, so I just took my ochem midterm a few hours ago, and honestly, I didn't think it was too horrible even though I barely studied since I was goofing off all weekend. I didn't even finish the homework because my life is usually dedicated to physics now, but for the little studying I did do, it really wasn't that bad. Plus, I finally saw my first shooting star, too, right before as I was walking to the midterm. Kristine and my mouths were just agape, and obviously, I think everyone can figure what we wished for. :] Anywho, I sure hope for the best.

 

So how do I feel?

I don't know. I think I have too much to be confused about, but I won't go into that since it's a bit personal to be online. heeehee :D

 

Oyeah, Assassins begins! :D My target better watch out cus I just want to assassinate one person, and I'll be happy. :]

I was slacking off again and updating my photo albums because I wanted coolio images for my google gadget images and as I was browsing the Facebook photos, I realized how unattractive straws make you look. lolol

 

Here is my lovely roomie and me with straws, lolol

Sexy right? Not!

 

Oh yeah, it's almost Chinese New Year. I haven't followed up with tradition, such as getting a haircut, even though I'm in dire need of one. I do not have new clothes. And I do not own anything red, although I have a ton of pink stuff. Still not the same. I guess I can still try to be happy as it will supposedly forecast the rest of the year. Whaaaaatever. On the bright side, I think I get to finally go home for the weekend. It's been too long.

 

 

 

Oh yeah, "I knew it!!!!!" is what everyone said. :[ 

Happy New Year folks!

Today is a lucky day for me. Must be the new year. :]

Besides the fact I was dead tired in Ochem and ate next to nothing, there seemed to be only good news.

I picked up my genetics midterm and discovered that I didn't fail. :] Hooray hooray right? I could've easily gotten the A, but I guess the wording on the midterm was too confusing so I messed up. Oh well. I'm satisfied with my solid B since I was truly expecting much worse.

I also picked up my O-Chem midterm, the one I barely studied for, and saw I got an A. :] Hooray hooray.

I talked to my physics professor about my dilemma, and he was so nice about it and he's gonna do whatever he can to restore the points I lost to stupid Jimmy. That slacker, grr!

Oh yeah, I'm happy for Sylvia too, because she got to have lunch with a certain someone. :] I love being there to see the start of something new.

 

And oh, I assassinated my first target, Eric Kang. haha! My goal in the game was to assassinate at least my own target, and when I couldn't yesterday cus he was right by his classroom, I got sad. But today I saw him at OVT, asked everyone with a backpack if they had a post-it, and hooah, someone did, so I got to kill my target. I love how confused he was when I got him. :]

Tim Hendrickson, you better watch out cus I'm on a roll. :D

 

So now I gotta studystudy for physics.  

To February, the month of love and broken hearts, happiness and depression.

 

Cheers to the emotion you decide to keep this month. Hear, hear to the story you take with you. February used to be one of my favorite months of the year. It was always a sweet one. Back in elementary school when innocence was was just all around, and we'd all give valentines to each other just so everyone can feel special and loved. Of course there were always a few people you never really cared for and gave an ugly card or less candy on purpose, but everyone still got a little bit of love from everyone else. It was really cute and sweet.

I also remember the time my fifth grade teacher cracked a joke saying the first person you give your valentine to is your crush. Freaking out of course, I'd rush over to give my card to her, just so no one would suspect anything. It's funny how to this day, I still never let my emotions show. This probably explains why in the future Valentine's Days, I've never given out a real Valentine for anyone special. It would always just be to my best friend or something like that. I even remember one year running away from someone who wanted me to be his valentine. I am such a horrible person. (Thank goodness he doesn't read this anymore.) Anywho, for the record, I am not heartless. :[ The plan he had for us was sweet, taking everything into consideration, and yet for some reason, I was still afraid.

And last year for Valentines, it was all back to elementary school again. We all wore pink or red that day, and to top it off, we all made cute bags and everyone on the floor would give each other Valentines. You could obviously see me playing favorites by giving more special Valentines to the people I liked more. I know. Not very nice of me, but I couldn't help it--everyone else was doing that too. I also enjoyed the feeling of being favorite'd by others and getting awesome possum valentines, like a teddy bear in my bag.

 

Anywho, here comes yet another Valentines day and here I am just thinking. I don't think I'm gonna do anything cute like last year, yet alone anything. Sylvia says I should--like any roomie would. I already talked her into making a valentine for her crush. I don't know why I don't take my own advice. Sylvia says it's my last Valentines before I'm 20 and no longer a teen. What a horrible thing to feel. I guess just as long as I'm with loved ones, much like every day, it'll be great. :]

Maybe one day.

 

 

Much love, folks, and happy February. The day is approaching!

Sylvia and I couldn't sleep last night.

I don't know why. Perhaps we were thinking too much. I know she had a lot to contemplate, but what was wrong with me?

We went to bed at 3. We ended up talking for most of the night.

I think I fell asleep when the sun came up.

I'm exhausted.

I remember when Steven and I would take naps together. What was up with that anyway? Not sure, but all I know is that I was always well rested Fall Quarter of Freshman year. I think I'm going to pass out for a bit and make up for lost hours.

 

 

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Oh yeah, you'd think a hug would be sweet, but Marvyn ran away from mine a million times today. He makes me feel repulsive.

'cause you are so beautiful. I can't help but be sad that you're not mine. emoemoemo

 

So it's time for another stupid post by me. I love tabulating dumb things.

 

"1. Are you a UFO, cause you just abducted my heart!

2. You remind me of Pokemon. I just wanna Pikachu!

3. Why must you L0cke me out of your life?

4. Are you in the arena, cause you're a work of art!

5. You call that a face? It's not a rash, it's just the lightning in here!

6. Do I have to spell it out? I L U!

7. Are you a ToS violation? Cause you got fine written all over you.

8. Are you a scammer, cause you just stole my heart.

9. Are you an angel, because I just dropped by to say HALO!"

 

 

I really don't know what was up with that, but I think the admins of Gaia are hecka funny.

Anywho, the safety on Valentines day for Assassins is the silliest thing. Hold someone's hands or hug yourself.

I'm gonna feel like the biggest loser ever--not to mention one of the most single persons ever. Gosh, thanks Assassins Agency! pffff Thank goodness I don't have that many classes. o_o;

I am not a mannn!

Silly Limmy keeps changing her Facebook profile picture back to this super blurry thing with my hair slightly cut off, and everyone keeps asking her, "Who's the guy in the picture with you?".

 

I don't look that manly, do I?  

So much for bold initiatives.

 

I'm proud of you, silly limmy. :] 

 

Happy v-day.

Oh how sweet it is to be at home, even if it is freezing cold and I can't sleep at night, messy and everyone hates each other's guts. And even if I don't have a table to work on, I guess it's nice not doing work anyway. hehe School makes me feel funny anyway. Maybe it's because I hate it. :B

 

And it's kinda weird going home two weeks in a row. I don't think I've ever done that before. Probably the last and the last time this quarter I'd be going home anywho. Besides, everyone else went home. I'd be so bored. :] Doing homework all weekend by myself is no fun. Plusss, being home means a less chance for me to die in assassins. hehehe :D

 

 

Goodbye school and hello home for a few days. Thanks Marvyn for helping me escape.

 

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On a sidenote, the National Society of Collegiate Scholars mailed me again for the year. :B Kristine already made me feel like a dumbass for not joining last time. Perhaps I should actually rsvp this time? o_o; I dunno.

 

 

 

Editeditedit!!!!!:

Now I remember why I don't like home. My sister makes me feel like crap all the time because my parents seem to show more affection towards me. Is it my fault that I've been brainwashed not to upset them? Goshness. I even do my sister a favor by trying to talk my parents into letting her get a laptop, and she still yells at me. pff whatever. See if I go outside to keep her company tonight.

And this is how I show my anger. >:0

Sucking on my titties like you wanted me, calling me like blondie.

 

I don't know what's up with that song, but it's funny and I like it.

 

 

Anywho, all I wanted to say is, 'hello, I am a greasy potato chip."

It won't make sense right now, but on the right day, it will. :]

 

 

Oh yeah, Definitely, Maybe is hecka cute. go watch, now and not because Ryan Reynolds is in the movie. Watch it cus I told you to.

Let's see how many times I can repeat words and phrases.

"Now your hair is short. See you in three months."

 

Yeah, I like my barber, even if he is a smokersmoker (1). He wasn't even supposed to cut my hair without the owner lady's approval, but oh well, he did anyway.

i like i like i like (2)

It's not like you can see a big difference, but three inches off really does make my hair feel lighter :], AND I don't use as much shampooshampoo (3).

 

props to my smokersmoker (4) barber. wish you could quit.

 

 

oyea, my sister finally got her laptop, no thanks to my great persuasive talking with my parents. :] it's got a cam and everything! I'd load a photo of my shortshort (5) hair, but i'm kinda lazy.
too bad i can't have a new laptop like that, but hers is big anyway. If I were to get another laptop, I'd want the pink sony, just because they know how to make me want to spend 1.4k on something pink and crappy. Gosh!!!

I guess I really am a mutt.

My mind runs wild.

 

• Why am I a biochem major?
• I hate deciding which classes to take. It's so hard convincing people to take certain nastynasty classes with me. I have a feeling I'm gonna have to take one alone so I could at least take one class that goes towards my major next quarter. rawr I hate school.
• Why do I gotta get papercuts in the worst spots ever, right before I gotta do a dumb lab write up?
• I got the nastiest most painful papercut ever on my inner right index finger, right where it bends on those lines. ahhhh. I think I ended up tearing up in class cus it's so big and hurt so much. It's like . . it can talk to me, mouth agape.
  
• I hope I don't get an infection cus I was sucking on it most of the time in class. My right wrist does feel funkier than my left for sure though. Maybe it's from bloodloss. Or maybe it really is infected. ahh. I ended up putting some disinfecting wipe on it and I was squealing like I did as a child before I got a shot.
  
• I am so behind
• I discovered I had a genetics midterm the following Monday, and I've done crap. rawrrrr!
  
• I really like my Oasis facilitator.
  
• he is so nice and caring and coolio and really really loves ochem. Plus he was so thankful I clicked him in for physucks, unlike stupid ungrateful jimmy. rawr to jimmy.
  
• Is my voice that high pitched?
• The sandwich makerboy at CanyonVista today asked me if people usually tell me my voice is cute. Then he said it sounded like I inhaled helium right before. I know my voice is high, but not helium high. eesh. Plus, if I had inhaled helium, you'd think it die out before I ordered because I was wandering around CV for like 10 minutes before finally deciding that everything was disgusting. Andddddd, is a helium voice really that cute? I'd think it'd get annoying. Hope I don't annoy people.
  
• oya, I wants to bake brownies. chuggachugga
• but I can't. Aptmate is fasting and I don't have a pan. sadsad
  

Okay time to get some physics done.

hmm . . I got two hours of sleep last night. Amazingly I was pretty awake for oasis, except for that one fraction of a minute where I closed my eye for a bit too long and my facilitator Billy said he wanted to throw the marker at me. What a nice facilitator. He did pet my head today though so I guess he doesn't hate me for having my eyes closed for like 10 seconds. grr. My handwriting didn't even go ugly yet, so I was totally not asleep.

But anyway, it is without a doubt that I knocked out around 5:30 - 10 pm. Now I'm hungry and feel sickly and I'm sure if I eat I'd throw it back up. Such a dilemma.

 

 

pswatermelon, thanks for the emails. i get back soonsoon 

I just gotta say, calling my name and telling me to stand up so other students can applaud is not cool. Silly genetics TA. NEVER do that again, okay?

On this rainy day, I just started thinking. Actually no. I just reflected upon a couple of things from some recent events that I'd like to share. And here are my seven tips of the trade.

Number 1:

When walking around outside on a rainy day, always have an umbrella open, because for some reason, hugemongous water drops will fall on you anyway, even if it's not raining. Probably from a tree way up high or something. And you never know when that huge gust of wind is gonna blow all the dirty tree water on you and that is g-nasty and diiiirty.

Number 2:

Don't assume that a decent clothing brand can make quality umbrellas or any other item for that fact, cus my cute little pink Nautica umbrella sucks butt. It's weako-weako and can't handle really heavy winds--which is all SD really has.

Number 3:

Skateboarding in the rain? Stupid! If you hear a skateboarder coming near you and it's raining, move really far away cus you're gonna get splashed, or that silly skateboarder is gonna slip and slide off, cus well, it is raining. I don't get them.

Number 4:

Check your seat before sitting down. Silly me obviously doesn't look at her chair before sitting down and yeah, my butt got wet. I guess someone put their superwet umbrella on the chair and created a nice little puddle just for me. Sucks having a wet butt.

Number 5:

This has nothing to do with rain, but like, I think I should check the washer/dryers before putting my clothes in them, because I found a pair of boxers (guys/girls I have no idea) and a sock and a thong. Kinda nastynasty if you think about it, but at least they were washed. ech.

Number 6:

Get 7 hours of sleep. It's niceeeeeeeeeeeeee. You're seriously awake in all of your classes. Even though my mind was sorta wandering in genetics, I was still awake the entire time. Amazing.

Number 7:

If you wanna know how ugly your future kids with someone would be, don't use a face-masher. I realized that Sylvia and I would have buttugly babies. Okay, I think I would have ugly babies with just about everyone whose face I mashed up into mine. :B Proof? No, I'd rather not.

 

And as a little blurb on the side, I think rubber boots are really ugly. I didn't notice how popular they were until today when every girl in class seemed to have a pair of the ugliest rubber boots on today. They're like the new uggs or something. I guess they're effective, but like ahh. They're all polka-dotty and the most ridiculous colors ever. o_o; Where on earth would you purchase something like that anyway. I don't know. Maybe I'm just bitter, even though I have nothing to be bitter about.

 

I felt you in my legs, before I even met you.

 

 

I don't know why I have these weird, dirty songs on my computer, but they're just so funny. Sucks when they get stuck in my head, though, because I'll be saying/singing some nastynasty things without even meaning to.

 

 

I think only I would go to review sessions from 10am - 6:30pm.

Wow, I'm so screwed.

 

 

 

oyah. deleting people off your buddylist feels niceeeeee. AND the block feature on aim is so . . . uplifting ahh i'm a horrible person.
don't worry. i made myself a note on my to-do list to unblock

i wish i wish i wish i wish i could play the piano.

then i could play all the beautiful songs and create something extraordinary

 

 

Toss me some KY Jelly.

I'm gonna get raped by my Genetics Midterm. :[

 

 

 

o-boy i feel so screwed

Plus I can't get the classes I want. roarrr 

roarrrrrr

 

If it takes shit to makes bliss, then I feel pretty blissful.