Knowing that it is September well, sucks.

I can sense school starting yet again.

 

So, have I accomplished what I had intentions of doing?

. . . No.

 

I feel like a total bitch most of the time because I am so cold and spiteful towards my dad.

Not only does he annoy the crap out of me with petty little nuances, but he drags me to his parent's house all the time. The other day he dragged me around to buy a television for his stupid brother. Why the hell would I have to go if there would be no room for me anyway? wtf

 

It's not that I want to act this way towards my dad, but he makes me so mad!

I've never been one to kill crickets.

But a few days ago, one of the highest pitched crickets popped up and has been living on my front porch. I have no idea where it is because I've tried looking many times, and trying to get it to be quiet because my ears hurt from its pitch. It seems that the high pitched cricket has family members now, because tonight, I hear 3 really high pitched crickets.

 

My ears are ringing.

These are the crickets I want to kill. If I can't find it, I want to spray something that will get it.

 

 

But then that would be like people trying to kill me because I have a high pitched voice.

Now I can't kill it.

Hello Tabulas!

Haven't written in you for some time. School just started today. For some reason, I was really nervous. Perhaps it's just the workload or the fact that I know absolutely no one in any of my classes. It's funny though. I was trying to find reasons not to take this Molecular Biology class, probably because I hear it's a lot of work. But this professor seems so cool. He is so quirky. It's like I want to be his friend. Anywho, I guess I'll stick it out with him, even though the other guy is a lot easier. >.>

 

Oh yeah. It's my sister's birthday today. I've been trying to call her all day, but her dang phone isn't turned on. Lame. If you read this though, Karen, Happy Birthday! 

 

I finally got my application for this Mentor Program. I'm really excited . . . even if I'm just turning it in. I haven't quite filled it all out yet though. I think it's just because I'm embarrassed by some of the grades I've gotten in the past. hum de dum. It'd be horrible if they judged me, but I meet the GPA requirement, so they better not say anything. Besides, this is why having a mentor is good, right?

Anyway, I kinda don't know what else to say for now. School is just starting so I hope all else goes well.

I never realized how difficult it was to get some alone time around here. I'm not even in any needy organizations. This is ridiculous. It's not like I'm trying to be emo -- it's more like nerdy. I do enjoy my study time, even if it's the beginning of the schoolyear. I was supposed to have read last night, but I ended up playing Disney Pixar edition of Monolopy the REAL way for the first time in my life . . and it lasted six hours. I obviously was one of the first to die since I was only learning the rules. It was horrible because I was on the edge of losing the entire time . . yet I managed to last for so long. I dreaded every roll and wanted to end up in jail since it's the safest place to be. In the end though, we wrote a song about that silly game. I ended up sleeping at 5 though. :/

 

Anyway, so tonight is the first night back in SD after about six days where I'm going to cook a real meal. So far, I've been eating breakfast . . and well . . just going out to eat. That is so bad for me. Worst part is that I think I only paid for one of the meals. doo doo dooo

 

On the brighter note, I managed to find/make friends in all of my classes. :D