Robert oh now your ignoring me eh? 6:31pmDestiny I had to make soup and no i have not I don't like paying for movies only if a boy takes me 6:32pmRobert classy lady i miss you when i come visit 6:32pmDestiny Yeah one who hasn't seen a movie in a while lol 6:32pmRobert wanna go see a movie? 6:32pmDestiny You're visiting??!!! And of course! 6:32pmRobert in a month or two or less 6:32pmDestiny woohoo!!! 6:32pmRobert its gonna be a surprise well go out to dinner and laugh laugh 6:33pmDestiny well december 19th is my birthday 6:33pmRobert 6:33pmDestiny it could be a birthday surprise!!! 6:33pmRobert hmmmm i just might do that... gonna put it in my calender right now 6:34pmDestiny 6:34pmRobert so are you dating anyone? how are things with aaron? you guys still talk? 6:35pmDestiny well... it's more like... He knows how passionately I feel about him so he avoids me.. hahaha. I mean, like I asked him to avoid me if he wasn't going to be serious although he texted me on Friday randomly, he was drunk. I guess it's nice to be thought of. However he's just... a hot mess. 6:36pmRobert ahhh no matter your a fucking rockstar everyone knows it animals know it 6:36pmDestiny :DDDDD 6:36pmRobert people in chicago think your a hott mess they tell me "that girl is fucking hottt" girls and guys 6:37pmDestiny LOL! 6:37pmRobert i just laugh although its true. 6:37pmDestiny I had to tag you in that photo of liz and I We were all spicy and such for halloween 6:38pmRobert i loved it i didnt know what to say! 6:38pmDestiny hahahaha you were in the middle of us, like our little love child, buwhaha 6:39pmRobert i just wanna live in there!!! build a little kitchen and cook juevos and chorizo and read children stories to my stuffed animals next to a roaring fire 6:39pmDestiny Hahahahaha I love it 6:40pmRobert i gotta take another shot brb 6:42pmDestiny 6:43pmRobert were going to a bar. this guy wants to get me REALLY drunk for some reason I love you so much ill talk to you soon 6:43pmDestiny mmkay! have fun! be safe 6:46pmRobert not leaving just yet so i came back 6:46pmDestiny lol:D Are you guys walking?? 6:47pmRobert yeah i live in like pb but in chicago 6:47pmDestiny hahahaha awesome! that sounds sick. what did you take shots of?? i'm jealous. being sick and not drinking SUCKS. 6:48pmRobert 99 black cherries 6:48pmDestiny never heard of those...

+Monday, November 2, 2009
Life is good. M tried to tell me that he loves me and thinks I'm beautiful. If this is true -why can't I see it myself? Has my self-image become so distorted I can no longer tell? Anyway, M has a busy week so I'll do my best to leave him alone and get my stuff done. I decided that I won't pay him a visit over Thanksgiving b/c I need to sort out some things at home. I also hope that in doing so I'll get other assignments done, etc.

I don't think that I have been getting enough sleep. I don't know how it happened but I kind of feel like the leader in two of my groups -_- I hope someone else steps up b/c I'm lazy as fuk. I haven't felt like I wanted to do things in a while -lately. I'm reaching the level of exhaustion when you just stop caring. I want to hide from the world and lie under my blanket. I cried very briefly last night b/c I feel like I'm trying so hard to do well this final semester and I understood that my efforts could come tumbling down if I did poorly in one class. That sounds stupid, I know. I'm also going to get my period soon >_> I slept at 1am.

+ Tuesday, November 3, 2009 (a whole lotta blahhh)
The sleep definitely made me feel better, but I was also more exhausted from it (it's one of those times when you sleep more and that makes you tired). I started working again -YAY! I really felt like I did my best to be productive today. I completed the work that needed to be accomplished at work. I also finished my mkt hw (2 assignments -due Fri), fin hw (due Thurs), and bus hw (due Thurs) for this week. I submitted a work request for my suite's back screen door. I called Bursar's office to figure if I could get my hold remove, they informed me that I could not so I left a message at the financial aid office and they e-mailed me a website where my mother had to sign a MPN. I made sure that was done and will call in like a few days to figure out if there's any progress (hold on my account blocks academic records from sending my transcript out). I also applied for a few more jobs. I only have one interview for like printing sales xD next Tuesday. Although I'm not entirely sure if that's something I would even want to do -I'll still take the interview seriously even if I do or do not get it -it's great practice and I am rusty. I also attended the FIN. ASSOC. meeting today and I really want to go to the NY trip that's on the 17th. I e-mailed my teachers to express my interest and to find out if there's anything important due for that day. I found out that one of my fin. professors moved up presentations, which means that instead of presenting next Thursday, I'll be presenting on Tuesday and we'll have an exam on Thursday. The exam makes me nervous because today he realized that most of the class does not bother to read the WSJ and therefore, he might purposely test us on certain things we should know from the WSJ. So it's currently 11:22pm and I'm working on completing the last question to my FB case. I'm going to go to sleep before 12 and get up by like 6am to start up again.

I want to make sure I do my part for entr fin (we're meeting tomorrow at 9:30pm) and finish my hw, I want to complete my mkt part II assignment, apply to several jobs (directly through websites, contacts?, ask professors?) and read the WSJ just in case he does test us on current events I want to feel satisfied knowing that I at least read and study for fin. also read the manual more in-depth so I can actually contribute to the decision-making process.

Later on, I would like to take notes and write paper on COM, finish other two sections & presentation for MKT, study for FIN (well it's coming up), read for BUS?, and study for Entr. Fin.

Next week: (Hopefully to study for FIN exam but might have to meet for second group case write-up and for other fin class)
- Fin Presentation & Memo due (Nov. 10)
- ETS Exam (Nov. 11)
- Fin 2nd Exam (Nov. 12)
- Mkt Pt 2 Assignment (due Nov. 13)
Head home over the weekend (Nov. 14-15) =D!

+ Wednesday, November 4, 2009
Ended up sleeping till 8:15am-ish. Finished FB case, cleared up the whole transcript mess, and felt unmotivated to do more. I need to finish my entr fin group write-up and hw tonight. I want to take a nap right now :/ Group meeting for entr fin lasted 2 hrs.

+ Thursday, November 5, 2009
Woke up early to work on entr fin group write-up some more and then e-mailed it to the rest of my group. I felt really lazy today. I'm sure I could've found things to do but I don't really know how I wasted my time -just doing nothing for several hours? Lended C(Y)L something very important and she gave me chocolate -I shared chocolate with my suitemates and w/ ML's suitemates. I went to a comedian at 9 and that lasted till 10:15pm-ish. He was kind of funny -I had a hard time laughing at first but there were certain parts that were really funny. I liked his joke about how he was sad to see "slow children playing," but later he was happy for them because he found that they were "slow men working." I helped quiz ML. I have a huge stack of WSJ i would like to read :'/ I decided that I solely want to focus on banking related articles and any other ones that I find interesting as well as financial related (instruments, etc). Tired as fuk -bed now.

+ Friday, November 6, 2009
Today was interesting. I had a good amount of sleep (almost 8 hrs) and yet everyone keeps asking me if I was alright b/c I looked sickly or pale or something -_-; I think my period is coming soon but who knows. I went to watch Couples Retreat w/ my suitemates MS, KA, & CM (no CL b/c she went home this weekend) and I thought it was a decent movie. But I guess it's not necessarily so b/c it has a low rating (5.6) on IMDB. Later on I went to see CH but it turned to be very awkward as I saw like 5 ppl huddled around a table playing cards and drinking :/

Next week. I am so fucking excited.

Finally, after a year of bullshit at the lob, I get down to the nitty gritty at Hooters.

... <3 YAYYYYYY

PS HALLOWEEN WEEKEND WILL BE EPIC! <3

I'm not big on foreplay. I like it hard and rough. And I like to feel dominated. I like names, slapping, biting, massaging, and hair pulling. And moaning is my favorite

1. Christopher Allard aka Chris: lost my virginity to him. Record - 7 times, one day. Pros: Amazing passion, fast, hard, and agile - able to recover quickly. Cons: Small. Not many other complaints... he just knew what to do with me after so long.
2. Edoardo Quevedo aka Ed: the first guy I kissed. Completely friends with benefits relationship. Have known him the longest out of all my sexual partners, 2006. Pros: He's huge. He likes to experiment, down for different places. Cons: He's too into foreplay. Has to get a BJ before we hook up. 
3. Johnathan Gilbreth aka John: Two times. He couldn't get it up all the way both times. Pros: Decent foreplay. Cons: LIMP. Not that big. Close friend of Chris'. Ugh.
4. Brian Hanesana: dependable, sort of used him to get over Chris. Pros: Experienced, large, and kinky. Cons: Uncircumcised. Lasted wayyy too long, sore and swollen many times after. Would sweat a lot after our hour and a half long sessions. Ridiculous.
5. Raymond Bonander aka Ray: Physically very attractive to me (except his legs), had the softest hair I've ever touched, and had a gentle caress... yeee. Pros: He played seduction well, knows exactly what positions to do with me, foreplay wasn't extensive. Cons: Not as sexually deviant, sexual appetite far lower than mine, not very large, didn't last for a long time.
6. Brandon Clark - one nighter: Pros: He was massive. He lifted me up like I was nothing. Cons: He has a gf hahaha. And I wasn't that physically attracted to him, although everyone else was.
7. Aaron Kunst aka Ginger: ... the best sex I've ever had. Pros: He's well endowed. He's talented, knows angles, knows depth range, knows EFFECTIVE foreplay tricks, lasts a long time. Cons: Uncircumcised, always wants a blow job, he's arrogant and will tease til the point of frustration.
8. Rhett Crockett - one nighter: regret, has a gf, skank. Pro: Large. Cons: Everything else. Ugliest guy I've hooked up with. It's his height that got me.
9. Thibault Palomares aka T-Bo: Marine. That should sum it up. Pros: Huge, strong. Cons: Slut.
10. Frank Patton - one nighter: Pros: Sweetheart. Cons: Limp.
11. Max Roemer: so far, just once. Pros: Buffest guy I've hooked up with. Sensitive, sweet, caring. Cons: Seems kinda lazy in the sac. Decent sized.

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The return of the king.

Cellular device is activated, holla.

And look how fierce my new jeans are, yee.

Moment of truth tomorrow at work. YOU CAN DO THIS YEEE!!!

Oh life. Sometimes it's rough. Sometimes it favors you.

I'm going to control it from now on.

Onward!

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