Much to my hatred, I was sick yesterday. I had to skip school and rest for the whole day. Good thing I didn't miss much in school. Just yellow paper seatworks and an hour or more of psychological tests.

And goodbye plus two's. I'll then go back to trusting my useless principle that I don't really need the plus two if I work hard. But we all know I still need them. Cuz I can never work hard enough.

Anyway, I went to the Psych department this afternoon to inquire about the things I missed. It just made me feel kinda flattered that Sir Ryan, Ma'am Ces, and even Ma'am Joy asked why I was absent yesterday. It's like we're all close, like real friends, or colleagues.

I'm learning sign language, btw. It's fun.

1.  I will never offer to help you with anything again.  You are ungrateful and lazy.  You carry on how overworked you are but I see you spending plenty of time on the phone, shopping on internet, hanging out in your BFF’s work area.  

2.  I will try not to laugh too loud when your boss catches you doing nothing and calls you out on the carpet.  Of course you will whine to us how you are the only one who gets picked on.

3.  If you’re sick stay home.  I don’t want whatever plague you have been walking around with.  Use your damn sick days, I know you have them.  If I catch your bug then you should give me YOUR sick time.

Sincerely,

Me

You wanna know what I think? I think that those who claim that Paranormal Activity isn't scary at all are just pretending to be tough, showing-off that some creepy indie film didn't scare them in the slightest bit. It is scary! But if you're tougher, as in for real, the effect is just overnight. You still think about it a bit in the morning though. And make these left-and-right head shaking movements accompanied by a little tongue clicking. (Just like saying "Oh my G, that was one helluva movie and it scared the demons out of me.")

I know, I'm talking about myself.

Pero srsly, it is creepy. And it sinks in. This is the first movie that actually had this effect on me. I normally laugh at movies with supernatural themes. But this one, nah.

So, I belong to the bandwagon now.

A henna, that is.

Habang nakapila ako sa pila ng tricycle pauwi, naisip ko na lang bigla na gumawa ng inventory ng mga naging lalaki sa buhay ko mula nung puppy love stage hanggang sa kasalukuyan. Alam kong hindi 'to masaya basahin dahil puro kalandian lang 'to.

Note: Hindi pala included ang crushes dahil mahirap tandaan yung mga forgettable.

1. Edmar T.
Status: Ewan
Technically, eto yung first boyfriend ko. Kaso, bata pa ko nito, grade 6. Eto yung mga panahon na hindi ko alam kung bakit ko nagugustuhan ang isang lalaki. Hindi ko talaga kinoconsider na ex-boylalu ang palakang ito kasi wala naman talagang thing.

2. Aldrich P.
Status: Boyfriend
Pero under pa rin ng puppy love. Eengot-engot pa ako ng mga panahong ito, eh. Eto yung stage kung kelan ako natutong maging emo-kunware. Grade 6 din ako nito. Nag-break din kami pagkatapos ng ilang weeks at naalala ko umiyak pa ako nun in public. Grabe.

3. Giorgio M.
Status: Ewan
Di ko talaga alam. Malandi pa sakin 'tong unggoy na 'to eh. Naalala ko nung ipagpalit niya ako kay Jeniffer.

4. Mark U.
Status: Boyfriend
Eto yung nakakatawa kong ex-boylalu na sobrang posero grabe grabe grabe. Posero talaga! Favorite niya ang Good Charlotte at Slip Knot noon. Mali-mali pa lyrics niya kapag kinakanta niya yung mga songs. Nagde-date kami sa RFC, yung sosyaling mall dito sa Las Piñas na minsan nang ni-raid dahil mejo DVD-haven siya. Makapal mag-pulbo etong si Mark. Sobrang pangit naman. Di ko nga ulit maintindihan kung bakit ko to naging boylalu. 1st year high school na ako nito. Nakipag-break ako sa kanya sa computer shop, binagsak ko lang yung break-up letter ko sa computer desk niya at may walk out drama pa. Nakakatuwang alalahanin.

5. Arjan B.
Status: First real boyfriend
Si Arjan talaga ang first real boylalu ko. Malapit na din kami mag-two years nung naghiwalay kami. 10 pa ang anniversary date namin. Sobrang illegal talaga ang kalandian ko noon kaya ako ang nagpupunta sa bahay niya sa Valley 2, Parañaque. Sta. Rosa pa ang street ng bahay nila. 5 years ang tanda niya sa akin. Yung kapatid niyang ka-edaran ko, sobrang gwapo. Anyway, masaya naman kami noon. Na-meet ko family niya, yung mga kapatid niyang mga bata, pati mga katulong na rin. Sa kanya ko natutunan yung Piattos na inuulam sa kanin na hanggang ngayon ginagawa ko pa rin. Tabachoy kasi 'tong si Arjan. Lakas kumain tsaka may mga deadly vices. 2nd year high school ako nito. Saksakan talaga ako ng kalandian.

6. HSH
Status: Ka-flirt
Eto yung lalakeng di naman nagseseryoso kapag hindi hot yung babae. Pero willing naman makipag-make-out and everything. Ang rude sa text pero parang bata makipag-usap in person. Sobrang galing niya mag-O2jam, bilis ng daliri. Tangkad pa at singkit, mga tipo kong lalaki. Pero ayun, as usual.

7. Marco G.
Status: 2nd real boylalu
Eto yung so far pinaka-real. At pinaka-masakit.

8. Joshua A.
Status: Ka-flirt
Eto yung latest kong boylalu na ayaw naman akong sagutin kaya sinukuan ko na. Ang hot ng katawan, ka-R.O. ko to noon eh. Crush ko na siya nung may R.O. pa kami hanggang sa nakakasabay ko sa FX at kung saan-saan pa. Bata pa to si Josh, kelangang ma-enlighten ng sobra-sobra.

Konti yang 8. May mga naging ultimate crushes pa kasi ako tulad ni Paulo N. May mga lalaking di ko na talaga sinama dahil nga sabi ko, walang thing.

Nakakatawa.

What's with these people hating Miley Cyrus and Kristen Stewart too much that it comes to the point that these people actually curse them, as if they've met personally, as if Miley Cyrus's naked pictures and Kristen Stewart's two big front teeth affect them directly.

Shet nakakatawa na. Stop it na.

Dalawang klase lang ng tao ang kinasusuklaman sila Miley at Kristen. They're either sincere or nakiki-uso lang.

And my alarm rang just as he was about to... and I was snapped back to consciousness. Fuck that. :|

I never thought it would be possible to fall in love with a guy you meet in your dreams. As in dreams, DREAMS, the royal road to consciousness, the one which occurs in the REM stage, or whichever shit. The thing with that, I can't quite figure out what he looked like. Dreams are supposed to be blurry.

The abnormal thing, I'm in love with the guy. I feel so much love enough to distract me from my infatuation with cousin.

I know, I'm neurotic.

Isa itong malaking kaululan. Pagka-shower ko makakalimutan ko na to.